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DADDY'S GIRL
Daddy and I have secrets, and I don't know why, and when I want to tell mommy, he say's I'll make her cry...........
I try to be real quiet, not even breathing like i'm there, but then I hear daddy, and I say a little prayer..............
I turn my face into my pillow not wanting to look at my dad, but I'm afraid if I don't, he'll get really mad.............
What he does hurts, and he hits me when I whimper and cry, I had to go to school yesterday with a broken nose, and black eye............
I always wonder about mommy, and why she never says a thing, except for when I'm bad, she yells and hits me until my ears ring................
I always clean my room, and even feed the dog, I take care of my little brothers, and talk alot to God.............
God never answers me, but I know he must be real, I ask him every night to help me, but pain is all I feel...........
I finally told mommy, and daddy beat me black and blue, I cried out for my mommy, but she was crying too.............
My little brother has a bruise on his cheek, but I didn't do it mommy, I swear, I see my daddy smack him again, and it knocks him out of his chair..............
While eating, my little sister made a mess, but she's not even one, my daddy hit her so hard, that her head fell back and swung............
My mommy told my gramma that daddy hits her and me, he did it for the first time when she was going to have me...........
I had a little brother who was older than me, but he's in heaven with God where I wish I could be...............
I always wish on stars, and search for a four leaf clover, I heard gramma say they are lucky, so maybe when I find one, all of this will be over..............
I got screamed at again, and slapped hard too, my mommy took the belt and hit me with the buckle and daddy's Navy shoe...........
I was taken to the doctor today, but they just put a cast on me, no one ever wonders why this has to be.............
Are all mommies and daddies like this I wonder, I think I'll ask my friend, but not until daddy's done, he put my clothes on top of the fridge.............
I know I shouldn't wish to go to heaven, my sister and brothers need me too much, as long as I'm here, I'm the only one daddy will touch............
Dear Lord, how could you send us here, don't you hear us cry? Here comes daddy down the hall, but God still hasn't told me why..................
